Open Mic: Judge Me

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why do people base my life as a joke
infact its bollocks i hate my life i have it choked
squeezed, pulled, and made to bleed out of me
no one knows what i go though, what ive been though
you just see the outside of this bullshit life 
that was dealt to me

so why do i bother trying, sometimes i feel better off just dieing
no crying, always trying, this life isnt easy
either way i feel i am no longer flying
this crap i go though everday
just weighs me down, i am never a-ok

i always wake up with fear, sometimes i drop a tear
my life is sheer, my happiness rarely comes out
it's like a mountain it's hard to get up
but easy to get down, the smiles i place on my face are fake
to protect you from the real me, the me you dont want to see

will there be a silver lining in this cloud, will my spirit 
ever be able to leave the ground, will anyone be there 
to pick me up when im down, and will they help to get rid of this thrown

you judge me, accuse me, use me
i fucking sick of it i aint going to take it
you mistake me for a punch bag
expected to just sit there and do nothing
yet im hurting, my soul is burning
i always thought in my mind i was a fighter

but now i see i was wrong, its taken this long to 
work it out, man something serouis is going on
in my head, tell me is my brain dead, i think we know 
what the answer is, 

maybe this life that was dealt to me wasnt meant to be
it was not meant to be for me, and now i see
that nothing can ever work, it aint all
rabbits, flowers, and everyone being happy
this false impression is pretty crappy

but this doesn't give you a right to judge me
i hold grudge's and take them personaly,
i have had my life fucked around already
dont you do it either, i have a bad reaction 
to life, fever, but neither of you fuckers
can keep up with me, if only you could see 

the fucking bollocks and shit i have had dealt to me
i need a umbrealla to shelter me, this shit is 
fucking me around, turning my life upside down
making me go as nuts as a clown, opps to late 
all this crap is going to put me down
and yet i still think i will have to walk around
with this thrown


i am still going to try and make my life worthwhile
see if i can have a few days to be happy without my
conscience giving me a trial, thats see if i can get
my normal happy life back, rather than have all these shit times
hanging around like fly on a horses ass crack

now you can say that i am a fucking loser
guess what i maybe a fucking loser,
so what i am proud to admit it atleast i am proud to admit,
 my life is shit at the moment but do i give a fuck, 
i am strong i am a winner to wake up every morning a
and keep going shows that i aint a fucking quitter 
i aint no bullshitter i just no when times are getting tough

you gotta be the strong one stand and do what what your mind tells you
life maybe fucking hard, it aint all going to be a laugh but it is
going to get easier at some point, you will be surpised
how soon it might come, just never give up, keep going 
you will get to your dream, just keep your life flowing, 
keep showing that you are better than they say you
are,

just belive in your self, dont you think about giving up man, it aint worth it
you keep beliving put your mind to it and you'll get it

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LiL Mike Members Profile Send Private Message Find Members Posts Add to Buddy List Newbie Joined: 09 June 2010 Location: Plymouth Status: Offline Points: 7	Post Options Post Reply Quote LiL Mike Report Post Likes(0) Quote Reply Topic: Judge Me Posted: 09 June 2010 at 12:22pm
	why do people base my life as a joke infact its bollocks i hate my life i have it choked squeezed, pulled, and made to bleed out of me no one knows what i go though, what ive been though you just see the outside of this bullshit life that was dealt to me so why do i bother trying, sometimes i feel better off just dieing no crying, always trying, this life isnt easy either way i feel i am no longer flying this crap i go though everday just weighs me down, i am never a-ok i always wake up with fear, sometimes i drop a tear my life is sheer, my happiness rarely comes out it's like a mountain it's hard to get up but easy to get down, the smiles i place on my face are fake to protect you from the real me, the me you dont want to see will there be a silver lining in this cloud, will my spirit ever be able to leave the ground, will anyone be there to pick me up when im down, and will they help to get rid of this thrown you judge me, accuse me, use me i fucking sick of it i aint going to take it you mistake me for a punch bag expected to just sit there and do nothing yet im hurting, my soul is burning i always thought in my mind i was a fighter but now i see i was wrong, its taken this long to work it out, man something serouis is going on in my head, tell me is my brain dead, i think we know what the answer is, maybe this life that was dealt to me wasnt meant to be it was not meant to be for me, and now i see that nothing can ever work, it aint all rabbits, flowers, and everyone being happy this false impression is pretty crappy but this doesn't give you a right to judge me i hold grudge's and take them personaly, i have had my life fucked around already dont you do it either, i have a bad reaction to life, fever, but neither of you fuckers can keep up with me, if only you could see the fucking bollocks and shit i have had dealt to me i need a umbrealla to shelter me, this shit is fucking me around, turning my life upside down making me go as nuts as a clown, opps to late all this crap is going to put me down and yet i still think i will have to walk around with this thrown i am still going to try and make my life worthwhile see if i can have a few days to be happy without my conscience giving me a trial, thats see if i can get my normal happy life back, rather than have all these shit times hanging around like fly on a horses ass crack now you can say that i am a fucking loser guess what i maybe a fucking loser, so what i am proud to admit it atleast i am proud to admit, my life is shit at the moment but do i give a fuck, i am strong i am a winner to wake up every morning a and keep going shows that i aint a fucking quitter i aint no bullshitter i just no when times are getting tough you gotta be the strong one stand and do what what your mind tells you life maybe fucking hard, it aint all going to be a laugh but it is going to get easier at some point, you will be surpised how soon it might come, just never give up, keep going you will get to your dream, just keep your life flowing, keep showing that you are better than they say you are, just belive in your self, dont you think about giving up man, it aint worth it you keep beliving put your mind to it and you'll get it
	You can try keep me from laying down these words before i say them, but you cant take the sting out of these words when i say them, i am here to cause mayhem, with my lyrics and rap!!!!