Open Mic: Nightmarish Dream

The universal delay left me unfulfilled
Trapped in this nightmarish dream that will reveal
I cross time like a faithless god that kills
My worship of the inner tyrant spills
The pain of everything is forgotten quickly
I power through with the menace within me
So I sort through the corpse blue, for more truths
The virtual appearance of god is sordid too
What I went through is not a fantasy thing
Even a black hole couldn't take in what happened to me
This hell is microscopic but I don't want it anymore
I'm so tired of the pain that makes me sore
I'm heading for a godless heaven if this keeps up
Why the wait till my brain freezes up
I'll be lifeless like Satan when my thoughts awaken
Since it's been so destroyed this slot's misshapen
I'm wiser than the earth but it endangers me
When even my own cortex doesn't favor me
Schizophrenia space, where my thoughts travel
The sun wasn't warm throughout my battles

Your beauty is like the moon, and I can't contain it
These scenes of desperation are the things that made it
Happy day of rarity, just passing by sadly
Like moments in the afterlife that are happening oddly
It's quite absurd how the balance is born
Treasure my ultra intelligent standard form
Isn't it surprising that your past is the core
And I'm still beginning to master the lore
The darkness is evil and alien that seems true
Waiting to keep you vacant in these tubes
But I got a braincell for every sin of Satan
I mind the words that leak from my pen
These surrogates of nature from a demonic dimension
Here to keep me trapped in a dead end
Are the ghosts of angels that float without wings
Trying to choke me to death without reason
Hopefully doubting this enigmatic view
Tearing the flesh to learn the truth
Look into the future just to know what I'll do
See through the eyes of god, the god that I see through
I understood god so I no longer stood under him
The darkness of his mind was darker than space is
A nightmare with time to spare like the clock is ticking
God died, so now I have his spirit