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    Posted: 22 April 2022 at 9:23pm

A piece of you in my heart, that I kept
I Wasn't ready on that day that I left
You don't see depth in my regrets
I cry to you in Pain, but not so you feel guilt
Im takin a sword in my heart down to the hilt

I feel guilty... I feel riddled in filth

Why birth hunger to one with no meal ?

You don't care how I feel, and I get it.. I do ..
Honestly, I don't really deserve that shit and I know  that its true!
Still wont ever love another how I love you
At times i didn't know any better
I didn't understand what It meant to be together
I was young with a lot of money... i felt alota pressure ...
My head got to big to measure ....didn't know our loves the kind that can't be measured !!!

I was selfish,  yea I got caught up in the pleasure

Funny part is, its true, you don't know what you have till it's gone
You promised to love me for all our lifes long
I didnt believe you at the time...I didn't think my soul was worth being your light...
I didn't get it so couldn't read between lines!
Now I lost my soul mate, the one I can't find
Because you don't get one twice and I already met mine

All this shits true, I have no reason to lie
You  moved on with life and left me behind
That'll never change and you told me that twice
This the releaset me you've seen, tears in my eyes
I'd never waste another second of your time

So look

I never fucked rabbit, I never fucked with your brothers
I Never fucked another when we were under the same roof as the other
I put that on the life of my dead mother
But still, i was asking for trust when i didn't try to earn it
I Didn't try to make you feel like I really deserved it
And i know that nobody is really perfect,
But if you don't earn it then trust really has no purpose
I took you for granite and knew that it wasn't right
I'm sorry  for being insecure and unsure about life
I still wish you would see from my side but understand why theres no reason for you to try
Yea I was hurt, Yea you were abusive
Still you never left me hanging or made me feel stupid
I never came second best for another person

Im sorry I let everyone in my head who didn't want my best interest
I lost everything and you were the only one still there when it ended
They were pretendin..

I was to naive to notice!

I'm sorry for all of my dumb choices
I only loved you and should have shown it
None of it matters now, I know it's useless
I lost you and i can never re do it

I'm sorry for hating Denise she don't deserve it either
I only hate the fact you probably need her
I hope she dies but you don't need the disrespect
I'm sorry for that to if I even have any left
I hope she makes you happy cuz that's alI i want
I prey your made whole again and that you find love, even if I'm no longer who you want

All I can ask now, if you ever get the chance to listen
Is one day you'll be able to give me your forgiveness
To me our love remains endless

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