"Night is death morning is breath"
I'm losing time inside my minds psycosis- Searchin for somethin' I cannot find as I'm prescribed my dosage- Trying to be fine as someone else designs my motions- Not mechanically inclined as I'm tryin' all these potions- Every things not fine as I smile with the niceness of a hostess- Alzheimers has defined my life and is timeless as the ocean- I know my clocks running out, without a sense of time- I intensely try, to stop the people in my room from relentless cries- I don't remember who they are, can't I just be sent to die! But every time I mention my or question my demise- It feels relentless with my sweatin' I can feel the tension rise- My lessened mind is condensed wish'd it could be stretched thru skies- Underneath my breathe beneath the depth is where my aggression lies- I over hear the doctors sayin' wherever he's placed is a danger- no commonsense even with his kids every face is a stranger- I feel hopeless my soul is, still here just missin' a spark- Feels like I'm swimmin' with sharks & their just rippin' my heart- I can't see the light as everything starts shiftin' ta' dark- I can see the finish line but I just sit at the start- Like theres no oil for my engine or coils with some tension- No brain power! so I get heated & my blood boils when its mentioned- My kids are here grown up showing pictures of my past- But I'll forget they were here I never figured it would last- They explained I was a good man & tried to paint a picture- Honestly this just made my fate seem dimmer- Shit I can't even remember what I ate for dinner!- My family is great and they seemed to bring the love wit' em- Unfortunately when I see em again I won't recognize a single one of em- At the end of the day I feel regret I wish for death & despair- But tomorrow morning I'll wake with a smile & a breath of fresh air!-
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