It's only a split second when the clocks hands are spun around// eyes begin to drown to the thoughts of the loss of someone else// it's hard to imagine how life tends to continue on// but it's the nights on the wagon I think about how you'll be gone// got this bottle to my head, never losing the grip on its neck// i squeeze harder until it smashes like my hopes of having you back// ive been pushed further away by the ones trying to act close// fuck life, im in agony not giving a shit about the ones who play they care the most// but then one day it hit me..ive lost so much more than i can bare// so i turned around and stared at the mirror searching for a piece that isnt there!// ....... so i picked up my body and dragged it across the bedroom floor// my spirit carries me, im sorry, but i cant handle this any more// but its too late now, the damage has been done// you handed back that gun, but the poisons just begun// its flowing through my body, its overtaking my blood// the content is constant as it thickens up into mud// im the loser remember, im the worthless piece of shit// but now you poeple cry at my loss like ill be a hard one to forget// fuck what you think of me, but i guess i should have thought like that before// i hope and pray that as a ghost i can haunt you just to even the score// youre nothing but a pile of lies and and a meaningless worth of scum// i hope karma comes back to you all for the evil youve all become// the hate fills me, but i have to remain humble// because the more hate that i exert,the more my fate begins to crumble// i was an honest man, but it wasnt enough for me to stay// until we meet again, ill be resting in peace... peace that begins today// so remember this, just because you cant always make a difference, doesnt mean you're worthless// as long as you keep your head up, only you really know what your worth is....//
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