Open Mic: Socially Withdrawn.

small minded ppl all in my turf,small minded ppl all over the Earth,
small minded ppl flaunt their worth,small minded ppl forged at birth,
I need to laugh so please try,I need a window of humour so I can pry,
tell me a joke that brings a tear to my eye,a joke that makes me cry,
life for some is a big game,but life for others carries blame and shame,
I've heard the news & it's the same,never any laughs just sorrow & pain,   
I see things that make me feel numb,1 is a wind up monkey beatin a drum,
these we've all seen,inside me there's something that knows what it means,
I do hate thoughts that dwell,when life seems to be a game of kiss and tell,
and at times I just want too yell,there was nobody to pick me up when I fell,
thoughts crystal clear like a bell,I should throw all my money down a well
because I don't want to fund the cost of living,when the price is living hell,
I sigh then turn the dail on the radio,i'm trying to find an all night station,
I need and want to hear a song I know,a song that relates to my situation,
but words are unable to speak of love,like a smile or whisper or a kiss does,
and keeping it is tough,it's like threading a needle whilst in boxing gloves,
and all of the letters in all of the words,in all books that's ever been heard,
nothing but sound vowels and nouns,for talking to ppl but for me im bound,    

Opener was pretty decent. it sort of got repetitive with the small minded segment.
If you added more internals the flow would have surpassed that little hiccup. As for
content. I liked the overall feeling i got. It was a little self loathing and some
grim realization. I wish you added more imagery and detail but im just being picky
with that. My major tisk is that you up your flow and word placement. I do however
enjoy your pieces. i like being hard on people that i see have much potential.
If the lines where shortened and the fillers were dropped. this would have been
a dope piece. I see a lot of potential in your work brothaman.
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Crim, this was decent, I liked the message behind this verse. But I agree with Diz that it got repetitive after awhile and you didn't dig deep in certain areas.

For example:

"See things that make me feel numb,1 is a wind up monkey beatin a drum"

That's kinda lame to be honest bro. Felt simple and would help if you upped the complexity of each bar. Overall it wasn't bad, just giving you some tips man.

Thank you all for the feedback here,this was something i was toying with but I do appreciate all you guys honesty...peace.