Open Mic: Story of My Life...a song I wrote awhile ago

He looked around the room….he could feel all their eyes//
He is at the podium and he tells em he gets high//
“Hi, my name is Jeff….I’ve been using for a decade//
And no matter what you might say, let me get this straight//
I really want to stop usin, but I think it’s too late//
Matter of fact...yo fuck it… I think that this is my fate//
And I know I shouldn’t do it, I know the coke is evil//
But what the fuck, my life is just a movie sequel//
I want it to be over….I don’t know the meaning of sober//
He addicted just like me, but he drives a Land Rover//
He is makin money, performing on the biggest stage//
Concerned with his kicks, while I’m worried about what I’m gon eat today//
And while he fuckin eats and plays, and snorts his fuckin life away//
I’m sitting under bridges, watch this fucking bum get paid//
I’m useless as a father…you can go ask my daughter//
I love her more than life, to her I’m just a bother”//
 
And that’s the story of my life….take a look inside…look into my eyes…can you feel the high?
 
“Hi my name is Marcy, I’ve been using for a decade//
Before you fucking judge me, let me get this shit straight//
I give shit about what you say, I’m used to disgust//
Grew up filled with hate, till I learned to try some drugs//
Then I learned to fly and soar like an eagle//
And then I hit the ground, and all I see are needles//
All I see are people, that are so quick to judge me//
And these crooked cops, they always out to bust me//
Fuck me and and my shitty existence, I’m feelin so trapped//
This crack got my ass and split my whole life in half//
I don’t care about cash, I don’t care about that//
All I give a fuck about is what’s in that bag//
I drove my mom to her grave, my father walked out//
Got a younger brother that don’t know what I’m about//
He sees a damn junkie with a hundred fucking problems//
I got a hundred fucking problems, one solution that can solve em”//
 
And that’s the story of my life….take a look inside…look into my eyes…can you feel the high?
 
“Hi my name is Chan…I’d been drinking for a couple years//
I started off in college just sippin on a couple beers//
I was normal in a sense…and then I lost my innocence//
That night with my friends while we were drinking some gin//
The car we were in, the blood and suspense//
A life completely ruined, a child heaven sent//
My life story changed, a direction untold//
And barreled me to a world in which I’ve never known//
I had never been in trouble, I never should have drove//
But I got on the road like I’d done a hundred times before//
How the fuck was I supposed to know with the night air cold//
That it would be the night that I took that child’s soul//
5 years later, I’m still sittin in this cell//
Contemplating hell with a few stories to tell//
I don’t need your fucking pity, I know what I’ve done//
But now it’s too late to go back to square one.”//
 
And that’s the story of my life….take a look inside…look into my eyes…can you feel the high?

Beat is Story of My Life by Nobility Productions