Which choice will he make?
*Sean sits back and imagines what his life will be like if he make certain choices*
Lives full of fights, followed by tragical drive by's at night Laughed and joked as ironically he decides to die for his life ... Countless extensive overreactions from swallowin' pills Beaten daily to make him tough by 'family', yet followed em still In his mothers eye's an angel, yet owned a satanic reflection Spent everyday of his life, snorting lines and planning injections Robbin' stores and pensioners for the penny's in purses Shoot up a dose of heroin, hits the streets again as he searches With a friend as its purchased in the nights he's moving dope Livid life on the streets, repeating famous movie quotes You'd assume he's broke, staring at rough n ragged wear Moved to bridges taggin' there, greasy slicked back crabby hair Went wrong on one night, soon a deal was destined to bust Knew his friends as his family, and the rest he would trust He knew by standing by someone wants him when wanting his friends As predicted in his the back of his mind, someone wanted revenge Stood alone on the corner awaiting buyers to purchase A car sped past and bullets were fired...Sean lays in pain alive on the surface Blood pouring from wounds bullets had tore on his chest Repeating in his mind, "im a dying solider, this is war at it's best" Staring at a fading picture, a bullet wound he clutches n holds Ya see reaching his toes, was the closest he come to touching his soul Deciding against this choice of money no decision was left Could he possibly take a route that created a vision of death? ... Lives full of fights, followed by tragical drive by's at night Laughed and joked as ironically... he'd decide to die for his life
Yup...switch it up woods
Soul been opened in two, but im hoping that new chances arise cause the dance I despise has left me broken and blue A gun life, with fun fights had been callin me’ its frighten’n But one night, some guy should have seen that all I need’s enlightn’n A teacher to preach of the ways to do the right thing but I had already seen the world of evil that only the devil’s side brings Seen the hustlers at work, sling’in, the murder n’ the violence ’Momma tried to stop me ridin’, she knew the hurt that pain n’ lies did Sat me down, jus’ us around, n’ said, “first id learn what pride is” That, its in better education, not ho’s n’ gun’s n’ diamonds So thought’s of bein’ lifeless, I decided to do the turn around avoidin’ the life where hurt resounds, n’ tried to get the learnin’ down So for the Life I Desired, Hard work was required, so I put in the time’ n’ struggle stop thinkin’ bein’ alive was nothin’, stayed away from all the crime n’ trouble what “brother’s” say isn’t gonna stay, my mind was resigned to the pure n’ just Someone decide to care, the first, a concillour who’s there to be curing us learned to fend for myself, gained wealth from an emotional emancipation Happiness, no saddened faces, when I finally walked up for my graduation Mom had tears of joy, ‘couldn’t believe it when I saw her face’ Seen it wasn’t all a waste, Felt Pride the likes, I could never replace Started visitin’ a church, learnin the higher path of the righteous So if I ever felt the devil’s impulses, id know I’d learn how to fight this Had the commandments recited, saw the gangster’s and felt above em’ all cause the pain of hell was nothin’ when compared with the warmth n’ the love of god The only thing that scares me now, is the thought of havin’ my faith deployed cause the pleasure is un-measurable, knowin’ im my mum’s greatest joy
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