Verse One wrote:
The hardest decision of my life...
Let me tell you a story... We were only seventeen, Gifted lyricists destined to be the greatest living artists you've ever seen, I remember dreams of teen groupies and million-dollar sponsors, Multi-platinum albums, fame and sell-out concerts, The world belonged to us... We used to chill... lighting bongs, Tried to teach the world the difference between right and wrong by writing songs, Fighting alongside each other up on stage... we rocked the crowd, Walked around... I made a reputation for myself and shocked the town, Then I finally got the chance... a Hip-Hop topical competition, My once in a lifetime opportunity to make everybody listen, Reminiscing... my friend's existence ended with the untimeliest fate, Cos while driving behind a friend's house on some tiny estate He lost his concentration and hit the accelerator by mistake, The car shot forward at high-speed before he had time to find his brakes, The license plate snapped in half as his car wrapped around a tree, The air-bag had failed even though it passed it's M.O.T. The energy of the crash killed my brud and crushed the bonnet, A broken right headlight and windows but all his blood was on it, I tried to pull him out in vain and began to shout his name, He said he lived life in the fast lane... Now noone can doubt his claim, I could have surely done without this pain, man... I wished he'd warn me, Cos instead of performing like I normally would... I missed the tourney, Forced me to make the right decision... ¿Life or death...? I had to choose it... Hard to believe I pondered over the greatest person ever or the music, He would've died anyway and I could still have made the final, But if I had won... I'd have noone to celebrate the title, The 3rd of May... It hurt the day my best friend hit the kerb and payed, What occurred to Kay cannot be reversed no matter what words I say, Fame and fortune could never have made up for the mistake that killed him, ¿Given a choice... would you rather make a million or save the children...? |
Verse Two wrote:
"Events in life which cut more away than repeat incisions" "Damn, minds gotta get working, process originally deleted visions" "Processing mental thoughts of when even laughter was bad" "Walk away from the girl i love? OR Walk away from the father i had?"
Decisions, Decisions...
Facing tense situations, as re-occurring thoughts a' elapsed Right choices made, consequences STILL pop up forcin' me back Facing darkest fears on the night that we exposed his lies See light at the end of the tunnel, yet forced me to close my eye's Blinded by brightness, that appeared every time i prayed Heard shouts and screams, head to the corner, that time again Told the truth, how he used to strike for fun, left n right After battering her so hard one night, she was blessed with sight! He was never a man, yet my father despite the direction he took Decided to walk away, as the doctors continued inspecting his hooks Debated for days, was i making a huge mistake ,huh? Ya see i was given the choice to walk away or...Wait...Nah
*Mind switches state*
Four months of joy would soon become a life time of pain Anger and desperation would rise as blood shoots inside my veins Causing tears to fall and equal depression to rise Was all great, but to be followed by the sequel repressive surprise Connected with lies from the past came back to haunt a soul A love life had to be ended, as hurtful thoughts'll control Every move that she made, every vision seen by her eye's Fought too keep her by my side, didn't wanna believe that it died Weeks of smiles yet she needed me to release her hand Knowing deep down letting go would only decrease our plans Debated for days, was i making a huge mistake ,huh? Ya see i was given the choice to walk away or...Wait...Nah
Shit...Im confused man
Every struggle faced was hard inside cause i fight Life's hardest decision?.....when i was forced to decide what to write
...Yup...
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