Spit for Rank: please not novice

its a game a chance an its got me doubtin,
got myself climbing these steps like mountains,
on a paper chase, im silent and im still doubtin,
signed up for a poker match n made it an outin, 
even before i reach the landin, covered in sin,
wish i could discard fear, take it on the chin,
still climbing, rehearse my game pullin casual grins,
shits in deep, herd theyre the type to pull violins... 

how many more steps to the 66th floor then to the 6th door?
all this jus to pay debts, no time to think jus more steps more steps,

thought i was the type to 'just' deal with things,
needed more money so i pawned mothers rings,
theyre waitin, sitting round table like others kings,
jus one match, no strings, if i fuck this up ill be pickin up my wings

U already know I ranked him ama...its on Illa

I actually told him to write the verse like that...that was the topic

Novice it is..

*locked*