Open Mic: The last night before your final day

Muscles are tight, eye's desperate for some closure
Sat looking back on your life not accepting that its over
Flicking through photo's of the group partying wild
Simply hating the fact that we aint parting with smiles
Desperate to see the positives, believe it's a blessing
But after awhile, too much thought leads to me stressing
Regretting, angry feelings progressing taking my mind
Realizing im still alive, so the mistakes im making are fine
Discuss your life but see at the end there's no question
This angel already saved my best friend from depression..
Kept a smile on for others as we all sat by your side
Though i still sit hear proud enough to admit alone that i cried
Stuck on what to say, as words can't express how i feel
Can't convince myself, yet gotta convince the rest that it's real
Making it clear that your forever hear in my chest
As we prepare to release a dove for each year we was blessed
Lay flowers as the curtains slowly jus draw to a close
Regretting missing feelings, you left before we could show
And tell how we truly felt, always stayed true to your own
You were an angel, perfect and yourself through to the bone

*Wipes Away the tears*

Keep your eye on all of us, save us from makin mistakes
And remember no matter what, no-ones taking ya place
See a smiles grown on my face, leave me explaining why
Your in a better place, safe..and i aint gotta say Good Bye

...True story...